Missing...

What do you do when tears are not enough? You cry a little bit more. And then when the pain takes over, you scream. You scream, but no one hear you. I want to shout, sing a whole lot of songs that I now you'd like. But nothing will bring you back to me. No one but god have those powers. And you sit next to him in heaven. Right there, smiling and probably saying everything's okay. Then you play the piano as you always did and sing, just the way only you could do.

Grandma... Mormor, tonight I miss you. If you only knew how much it hurts. The songs don't heal me anymore. They just remind me of you. So, I cry, and cry, then the pain takes over and I scream. But you're not here, neither mom or dad.

I'd like to dedicate a song to you... But don't know which one. Just maybe. I could sing a hundred songs, just as long as i remember you. Please, don't make me forget you. You were and is a huge part of my life. You were music. You tought me play the piano, but now I want to learn more. I just want to hold you, hug you and say I love you.
But I can't. Because you're in heaven.

My heart breaks now and then, when I think of you. It did when I was in holland with my choir, and I cried. I cried you a river.
And my heart broke again tonight.

Grandma, mormor, Stina... Jag älskar dig och saknar dig något oerhört. För alltid

// Din Viktor